WHY?

Why,
why am I always the bad guy?
Is it because I choose to help the other guy?
Is is because I strive to make sense out of everyone else's senseless LIES?
WHY?
Why do I find that every time I help someone make it through a though stride
and I try to make them believe that everything will be alright
I get betrayed
and then fade
out of sight.
WHY?
Why must it always be me?
Why must I try to make everyone elses world all right?
Truth is
I DON'T!
So
FUCK
this
SHIT
!
No more advice no more help.
If you want help then find another guy
that is better than I
at giving advice!
I am tired of wasting my time
by turning these senseless LIES
into truths.
FUCK
this
SHIT
I'M OUT!!!







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Sunday, November 27, 2005

Hey guys, I hope that you all had a great thanksgiving...I did. I got to spend some time with my friends and hang out with my girlfriend all in one day. Which was yesterday, but anyway, its sunday and we have to go back to school tomorrow...that sucks. I cannot wait to graduate, well, in a sense I cant wait. But in other ways I dont want it to happen. So many friends.... Well, I will talk to you guys later...


Tuesday, November 22, 2005

IS THAT NOT THE COOLEST ICON THING...THE LITTLE GUY WHERE MY PICTURE USED TO BE???  THAT IS SO COOL. NEARLY AS COOL AS THE GUY WITH THE BALL...anyway, read the entry below, its the important one.


To put it simply, NO MORE SCHOOL FOR THE REST OF THIS WEEK!!!! FREAKIN SWEET!!! Anyway, I am doing much better and yes I do have an evil side. I just keep it too myself. Not alot of people get to see it because it is dangerous. Thanks to everyone for the support and hey Josh, I am sorry for the whole claw thing. I learned the other day that you hated that...Sorry, I was just playing didnt mean to cause any harm. In any case,      Emma~no problem about using my sax, if you didnt use it, it would just collect dust until I graduated...so I figured that it would enjoy life more with you. Besides, it likes you.~    Teresa~HA! you finally found me. I was wondering if you would or not...~   Akala~Here's looking at you kid, you are more social than you let off and this is for everyone, Akala is an interesting person to talk to, so talk to her sometime.~    Sam~I have enjoyed this year so far and lets keep it interesting...~   STYX~You are one of my best friends and I hope that you keep on rollin with life and here's a tip, You and MB are something that was always ment to be...SO FUCKIN KEEP IT THAT WAY!!~  KD~Listen, if you are going to call me, then actually talk to me than just calling and hanging up that is irritating. Also, I hope you are doing good.~   KT~I dont know whats been eating you lately but we need to talk.~    Thomas and Shannyn~ Heres a heads up Shannyn, Thomas is the DD...LMAO!! "BIG" TIME!!! HA HA...~     Jamie Lowe~You are the best person to talk to about personal lives, no matter what is happening you and I can always make it funny....in a bad way....LMAO!~     Marybeth~I will always be here to help and listen, besides, I always got your back, and his...~     Morgan~You are a BEAST!!! I love you...Say hello to Micah for me...~     Jamie Doak~We have had our rough times and our fun times...keep on rollin~     Britton~You are the most entertaining, all while being yourself, person I have ever seen. Youre great.~     Trent~I LOVE YOU MAN!!! Miss you too.~     Ok, this has turned into a newspaper article. Just a few special thanks to throw out. Listen, for those of you that are reading this that dont have a specific comment towards you dont take offence to it...I am just throwing things off the top of my head in a hurry. I love all my friends....well, maybe all of them. Anyway, talk to you guys later.                               -Cason   


Sunday, November 13, 2005

You guys are right. With a special thanks to Alyse as well. I seriously hope that I spelled that right...Anyway, thanks to all of you for your support and the name calling....I needed that. What you all must understand though, none of you know me. So be careful, I am far more dangerous than any of you could ever imagine. Dont make me destroy you all....MWA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, November 08, 2005

I hate being alone...Thats really all I hate. But now, I cannot help but find that I am alone now...It sucks...I am going through this again, yet another round. I am getting all depressed again I cant help it. I hate being by myself. Being single, sucks, for me anyway. Talk to you guys later...



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